His relationship with Spock is ultimately put to the test.Įxplicit | K/S Slash | Angst, Hurt Comfort, Hurt!Kirk | AOS | Word Count: 21,935 We’ll Walk in Ecstasy by eagle_of_idiocy (flamingofics)Įxplicit | K/S Slash | Angst, Hurt Comfort, Vulcan!Kirk, Pon Farr | AOS | Word Count: 25,149Īn alien anomaly changes Jim in a way no one could have predicted. When the Enterprise receives a December assignment to accompany a Federation investigation on Tarsus IV, Jim is forced to confront not only the trauma he experienced there, but also his conflicted feelings about Christmas, his childhood, and his first officer. Jim slowly falls apart and develops an unhealthy obsession that, ultimately, brings Spock back.Įxplicit | K/S Slash | Angst, Hurt Comfort, PTSD Jim, Tarsus IV Flashbacks | AOS | Word Count: 34,088 Gathering a young, inexperienced crew around him, Spock and Bones at his side, Jim’s mission is clear: to keep his people alive.Įxplicit | K/S Slash | Angst, Hurt Comfort | AOS | Word Count: 20,839įour years into the Enterprise’s voyage, Spock dies in a transporter accident on a routine mission.

Jim had clawed his way out of hell before, but he hadn’t expected it to follow him back home. It soon becomes clear that there is nowhere to run, nowhere to hide, and with the Federation abandoning them to their fate, the remnants of Starfleet are the only true hope. In 2258, those on Terra flee hopelessly from a sickness that sweeps the world, transforming those infected into something new and terrifying. When the virus came, sweeping away all he had ever known, Jim Kirk looked to the stars. Jim uses the time to do something he had sworn he would never do.Īll The Loveless Land by pastmydancingdaysĮxplicit | K/S Slash | Angst, Hurt Comfort, Plot, T'hy'la | AOS (AU) | Word Count: 225,887 The crew of the Enterprise gets a breather while they are waiting for their new ship. *** I am in the process of sorting through folders and folders of saved fics, bookmarks on sites, scrawled notes from 3am that I find under my bed… this page is a major league work in progress ~<3 *** Where I read a shitton of fics and share my favs

How High the Moon by kyliselle